Do you ever just have one of those days that the only word to describe the way you feel is just blah? Well, today was that day. I was feeling all sorry for myself for stupid reasons and just kept feeling like I was going to be on the verge of tears, again for probably no good reason, and just overall wasn't having a happy day. But then I decided I needed to stop loathing in self-pity just because I'm a poor newlywed who can no longer afford to buy cute shoes and clothes (I mean, since when does J.Crew not accommodate the newlywed budget? aka free), I can't find a job and recently blew an awesome job opportunity (let me just tell you what a confidence booster that was), it's scorching hot outside so I can't go for jogs and my apartment stays at a constant 79 degrees despite our best efforts (high of 110 and low of 87--that's a low?). I need to count my blessings because I have sooooo many in my life! I have a wonderful husband, an incredible family (including in-laws), I live in one of the best countries in the world and I belong to the church that I believe in. I need to remember how truly blessed I am in my life. Sure, sometimes we're going to have a bad day and it's ok to feel sorry for ourselves for a few minutes but then we need to pick ourselves up and count our blessings.
One thing that made me really happy today was getting new recipes from my Aunt Ruth. I can't wait to try them out. Another thing that made me happy was that I got to work on a new craft project for my friends' bridal shower on Monday.
But, really how can such cuteness exist? If anyone knows where to purchase baby hippos, please let a sister know
hahaha!! BABY HIPPOS!! Girl, I miss you! BOTH OF YOU! I've been in those crappy days lately too and it's rough and then I think, "how's about I get my white trash going and start thinking about other people for once." It works. :) I sure hope you and Chris find some good friends and are enjoying your life there! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!
ReplyDeletelove you love you love you!!!! and now i feel like a slacker friend...we will go on a date soon i promise and i loved seeing your gorgeous face last night! also...try ebay for the jcrew. i just bought a pair of shorts :)
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